A gift?

So christmas was just 25 hours ago and now I am thinking of gifts and money. I have been blessed over the years, but sometimes I wonder why I'm blessed when I don't feel the need to be. Attending college has made me fully aware of financial needs and I wonder how God will meet those needs all the time. He gives me good gifts here and there, but why not when I need them? why not at the beginning of the school year or throughout the year? I owe my school enough money, but the money I owe will be paid off soon. When I start to think of next year I get down and wonder how will God do something then? what will happen? why can't I see a little bit of it now? I have a hard time trusting God with the future. I believe He can do these things, but I am unsure of how. Proverbs 3: 5-6, a common verse, says "trust in the Lord with all thy heart and lean not on your own understanding." I feel like this is sometimes the toughest thing to do at times. I'm a visual person and I have to see things to believe them sometimes. But at this moment I put this issue into God's hands and now I hope that His plan will be revealed soon enough. I hope to serve him faithfully over the next semester and maybe God will work there and renew my faith when its weak. so what about you? Do you really trust God that He can lead you through troubled waters? He can for Philippians says"All things are possible through Christ Jesus our Lord." I hope that you can truly believe that because God wants to supply all your needs and take care of all your problems. If you don't think so, I challenge you to pray to God or Jehovah, the god of the Christians, daily for 2 weeks about five main issues you have, and you will truly see that He wants to help you out. You will be blessed if you do.